Neko

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September 14th, 2023

On the nature of creativity

Things have been a little... rough lately and, well look at least I got something up here. This blog, I'm setting it up so that I can talk to some one other than myself, even if it is just a one way conversation.

I've been having a lot of weird dreams lately

I think I might start recording, you know like a audio diary or something, the tapes would mostly be for myself I guess, but I'd still put them up here theres... something about sharing with you guys, I think the word is cathartic, a release of all the problems in my life, a way to let go

The fragments of their god lay dormant within me, they burn, i need to release

Anyway what was i supposed to be writing about, oh yeah The nature of creativity. I don't really know to say, As an artist and writer myself i think there is something deeply wrong with all creative people, and i say that in a loving way. Afterall whatv do we use to fuel all that we create, a pheonix can only rise again from the ashes of it's corpse art can only be created from pain, at least for me.


I used to be a theatre kid you know, I used to perform in front of a crowd, mask the pain in stage makup and the glow of the lights, now the fear makes it's icy home in the meat of my burning back and i realise

I'm the wrong kind of Fucked in the Head for that now

And my dreams disintegrate like the sands of time.


I think that's enough for today, I'm going to leaveyou with My guide to Peotry Writing, if this dosen't work for you that's fine, We're all diffrent

  1. Get a piece of paper or Laptop
  2. Remember the moment where your life ended, where God descended from the heavens and Cracked you open
  3. Feel the emotions flowing through your viens like molten lava
  4. Hope that you do not drown
  5. Rip The Wings From His Back And Smash His Halo Upon The Chared Earth Below
  6. Write what comes to Mind

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